I’ve tried both bumble and tinder recently and though it could help me escape this feeling, it feels weird and wrong somehow. There were tons of choices there but i just can’t accept the fact that i might find love there. I’ve accepted that past is in the past, i’m aware that my ex has moved on, aware that i’ve gotten the closure, but i’m not ready for anything. I’ve said it before and i’ll say it again. It’s a nightmare that i’ll never wake up from and it’s reality. Whether i like it or not, i’ll have to face this nightmare everyday. Trying to be strong is a challenge and i’ll never step away from this challenge. Write soon.
Experience of a service crew in an ice cream shop
*This is a recap of my work experience back in Dec 2020* I started around December 2020 with my girlfriend at that time and obviously, things didn’t work out. How I even started working in an ice cream shop is one experience I’ll never forget. It was pretty random la…
It’s only been a few days and it already felt like forever. I’ve been pretty much living my life for the past few days and it’s a little bit here and there. I still do go to the gym though I did legs 2 days ago and my hamstring is killing me :(. Anyway, I’ve been thinking less about what has happened and truth be told, I think I’m feeling better. Turns out being alone isn’t all bad and slowly talking to people again isn’t all bad too.